I've never been so confused in life. I know I wanted to major in something else but nursing isn't so bad. Or so I thought. When I was young, I've always loved the way doctors were and their sense of authority. I've always wanted to try being one and I used to love playing with the stethoscope that my school playroom had. But as I grew up, I developed an intense passion for writing and singing. I loved anything that triggered my imagination and I could daydream for the longest time no matter where- in the toilet, during classes, in midst of a conversation and sometimes, even when I was dozing off. Well, here's the scenario- I didn't do as well as I expected for my Os, so I didn't get to choose writing as a major. No problem. I could take nursing. I mean, I love to help people and I may be able to become a doctor too, right? Wrong. Everything went haywire during my first clinical posting. I've never felt so wrong in choosing my major. I felt like I just hit a roadblock along my life journey and I had brought it upon myself. From time to time, I still feel lost; as though reality has slapped me in the face and there is no chance of turning back. I can't turn back! Especially now that so much money has been spent on my education, how worried will my parents be to know that all they have spent on me has been wasted? I can't afford to make my parents worried. Clinical postings have taught me that I like to daydream more than ever and that life is short and I should do something that I like. But I can't afford to do that now. I should just stick to what I deserve and try to do the best I can. It's weird, though. I think about my family and friends a lot when I am in the hospital. I miss them a lot and I get sentimental at times. I've gotten scolded many times by the seniors there and I've yet to improve a lot of my clinical skills. Nursing is not exactly my cup of tea at the moment but I will try my hardest to aid my patients in their recovery. It's really nice to see them get discharged well and healthy. All the best, Kendra! And wow. It's been long since I've actually visited this old blog of mine. *Blowing the dust away*

OMG. THIS IS HOW I USED TO WRITE WHEN I WAS IN 13 YEARS OLD. When i was in nepal, reminiscing about the day I left Singapore to Nepal for the holidays. -.-'

At the airport. Beautiful decorations and high tech machines greeted my eyes when i stepped inside Changi Airport. Oh geez, it's obvious I'm missing Singapore a little too much. I'm acting like I have never seen the airport before. Well, I saw my friends and rushed over to them. Before anyone knew it, we were busy taking pictures since poor Manika was going pension. Aww, man! Then, Manika and I were sliding or dunno what when my leg hit the siuitcase and Pops chided me for being reckless.
Manika: Speak of the devil. Here comes GWC.
Krisma: Haha, were we speaking of them?
Others: T.T'
ChiapChiap gang waved me goodbye and I proceeded to the boarding gate where I met the GWC again.
Prabesh: So long, Krisma! I'll see you after one month!
I told him earlier to keep mum but he didn't listen. Luckily my parents didn't scold me for socialising with boys. Is it a crime? Anyways, GWC people are not chikopehs, man.
Me: Alrights, I will be back with your cap, after one month. See you after 1 month!
Prabesh: Don't care about the cap now la, just enjoy, see you after 1 month! Kritagya, give me a flying kiss!
(T.T')
MaMaMia: Krisma will be back, don't treat her like she is going forever!
Top: (Waves goodbye.)
Krisma: (Waves back goodbye as I think, Mr Muscle. YEAHEY!) Waved at Jebu Dai but he didn't see.
Munna: Bye, stone-face!
Krisma: Uff. Byebye.
Manjil: Don't cry, ah!
Krisma: WTH.
Other waves and noises from GWC.
Stepped inside the aeroplane and some air-stewardesses greeted me with a warm smile. Wanted to say sawadikap but this is Silk Airways and no Thai Airways so I kept mum. Slept, ate. Food was average. No chance. Incompetible with MamMaMia's cooking. Mita agreed with the average part. Finally, the captain signalled that it was time to alight from the plane. I stood up in a flash and as I glanced around, I saw that no one else had stood up. I felt my cheeks flush red. I pretended to dress my clothes in a neater way as they had all slumped to the right side. As I alighted from the plane, the culprit for my merciless headaches, a gust of cold wind greeted me. I looked around and saw a BIG difference. From the planes to the palces to nature. Both were so comparable. Helped an old person to carry his luggage. Saw some people who were trying to get on the escalator. They were like, strange. It's strange when we see other people who are different from us, but it is not strange when we are the stranger ones. Strange, isn't it? My brother's naughtiness had a limit and it was shown: There was a familiar screaming in the distance and before I knew it, people were frantic and started to run towards the voice from all different directions. Staffs, people, etc. My broter's hand got stuck in the roller of the suitcase scanner. Luckily, he escaped back with a hand. Manika and I exchanged numbers, joked with Binayak, etc. So different. I got to get used to it, man. The atmosphere, the type of places. Man. Made friends, already, with the neighbours, etc. Yesterday, arrived. Now it is 1 dec. Singapore time is 12.20 in Singapore while Nepal is 10.05am. Using dai's laptop. Later he realise, what to say, I use it cos his laptop never seems to run ou of battery while mine is like dead right now. Geez, it's not even mine. Yesterday, electricity cut. Talked to few of my friends. Woke up today like, later tehn anyone. My nature, what to do. Talked to AstroBoy. Wanna go rooftop catch some fresh, cold air. There is air coming out of my mouth, visibly.
Abruptly ended. Sorreh, checkyes-romeo.blogspot.com.
Will come back fast.

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MY INSPIRATION. When I listen to their songs, I feel so happy, serene, and never get tired of their songs. Each time I listen to their songs, I just get so ecstatic and overjoyed! :D <3

OMG, ok. So long since I last updated on my blog. So yeah, today, I guess my family were just too lazy and we decided to order McDelivery! :DD
WELLWELLWELL, at first, my mum and sis pissed me off by making me late, so the two Macdelivery malay guys nearly went off but an uncle told me they were waiting further down the road, they were waiting there. Then my sis and I ran to them and I apologised, then he jokingly said. 'Who are you?' Then he smiled a bit.
Me: Erm, the one that ordered the MacDelivery. I am so sorreh!!
Then I told all my particulars and all then he smiled.
HANDSOME MALAY GUY! :D : Ok, you all next time must order write address properly ok! And first time order, uh?
Me: WHUT? Nope, first time ordering online. Ouh, order online? No wonder! HAHA! Ok ok.
Other malay guy: Eh, boss. Sorry ah, the customer come already. We on our way. Kk.
The manager: (CRAZY CHANTS)
Me: Then you all come from where?
HANDSOME MALAY GUY! : Ouh, errrr, ALJUNIED!
Me: Ouh, ok.
(I wanted to prolonge my conversation with this hot guy. hahahha. )
HANDSOME MALAY GUY! : Okok, my manager ask anything, say wrong address ah! Okok!
Me: OKOK! smiles at him.
HANDSOME MALAY GUY! : smiles at me back.
Me: FAINTS* AAAAHHHH! :D
HANDSOME GUY! : Okok, byebye! BIG GRIN!* (think he winked, but the street lights spoiler so I didnt see if he winked or not. ) But light or not, anyone could see he was HAWT! :D
My sis was still like, background for the past five minutes.
ECSTATIC! :D
And whoever's girlfriend is that guy's, you have one hell of a hot guy! ;D (though i dunt even know that guy.)

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Well, yeah. ANKIT IS A BIATCH.
I am at his crib after his birthday and he is being a whorebag.
FUCKING CUNTBAG.
Well, it was his birthday and loadsa parteh people came and soon, the house was turned into a club.
Susu, Anjali and I got him a ZARA perfume. Yeah, partehed, ate, talked, laughed, gang fought, etc etc.
Majority are asleep now. Was saying ghosdt stories.
Managing and trying to survive through the night. CIAO.
PS: IT'S SO FUN! And Ankit is irritating me.

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MY BLOG IS SUCH A FAIL.
I shall try to hurreh up with the affiliates and the cboxes.
Till then, tata, homosapiens!

This is some awesome shit from facebook. AHAHAHAHA. never fails to make me laugh.

So long since I last posted anything here.
Shall start blogging now. Hahas,
Well, been having loadsa problems but through this time, just realised that it i the period when you realise who are the real firneds who stand by you and who aren't the ones.
My friends have been having quite some love problems and I feel so useless; jst siting back and giving them advice. Wish I could do more to help them.
Common tests are tomorrow and I have not even done my freaking revision. WHAT THE HELL. This year, there aren't so much love problems at the moment, but there sure are a lot of freaking friendship problems. Hope they can be mended.
And this Kanchan here is at my crib watching Dream High. Though I ahve to admit that the actors are really handsome, pretty, cute. Especially the young kid actress. OHMO, CHNCHA KIOPTA!
LOL, nothing to blog about.
CIAO!

Hmmms, 2010 was certainly full of remorse, sadness, regrets and every miserable things that anyone could ever think of. But there were good memories too!
So, I would like to bid 2010 farewell and welcome 2011 in, a brand new year, FRESH START. With a new class, new books, new resolutions.
2011 RESOLUTIONS.
- Make my family happy, proud.
- Help my friends always, and stay by their side forever.
- Always believe in myself. :)
- Gain more self-confidence.
- Atone for all the mistake I committed in 2011.
- Just want to be a better person.
- Do well for YG entertainment audition. :D

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Annyunghasaeyo. Hinunin SHINee immida.

The Charismatic Flame, MinHo!
(Rapper.)

The lively, funny guy, Jonghyun. Bling Bling!
(Vocalist.)

Whatever it is, It is Onew's condition! :D
(Leader of SHINee, Vocalist.)

TaeMin, the youngest one in the band.
(Choreographer, Dancer.)

The Almighty Key that solves all problems of SHINee.
(Vocalist. I think.)

KRISMA GURUNG
PROUD NEPALI!
3E2'11, FTPSS!
KSK <3
CHIAPCHIAP! <3
<3s SONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!
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